wow

its been awhile since ive had a deep conversation on the phone with anyone, and its been a veryy long while since said conversation has lasted an hour. damn.

i have a new desktop backround

its a little disorienting. going to put some makeup on soon, cause ive decided to not look like shit anymore at work. i got this amahzing new rock and republic eyeshadow (cause apparently they have a makeup line now :D)

.04

One-Armed Scissor/ At The Drive-In

Crimewave/ Crystal Castles Vs. HEALTH

I Woke Up Today/ Port O'Brien

I'm Not Gonna Teach Your Boyfriend How To Dance With You (Twelves Remix)/ Black Kids

Kelsey/ Metro Station

Yes/ LMFAO

In Our Talons/ Bowerbirds

Black Metallic/ Catherine Wheel

Neon Bible/ The Arcade Fire

Nervous Breakdown/ Rise Against

Graveyard Girl/ M83

Love, No (Delorean Remix)/ The Teenagers

Trapped Under Ice Floes/ +/-

New Slang/ The Shins

Plantlife/ Autolux

Little Lover's So Polite (Grayarea Remix)/ Silversun Pickups

Track One/ Sigur Ros

I made that one for Zach last...October? September I think...

if i have a boy i wnt to name him ira

coolest name ever

this all depends on his last name though

hmm

idea!

i should put all the mixes ive ever made on here

this should be in a movie

i know this song is so mainstream and overplayed and blah blah blah but its so amazing

summer reading

just finished the klosterman book and holy hell, it was delicious. must. have. more. klosterman.

others i found on my bookshelf that i need to read...

The Picture Of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde

Devices And Desires by P.D. James

Nine Stories by J.D. Salinger

The Road by Cormac McCarthy

some Tintin books for nostalgic reasons

some i want to get

Mandala by Pearl S. Buck

Mansion On The Hill by Fred Goldman

The Metamorphosis by Franz Kafka

more Klosterman in any way, shape, or form

eventually I will bring myself to finishing Pride And Prejudice...but...i can't read Jane Austen unless im in the right mood...

yes please

sha sha sha shapping

the barton creek hollister is way less picked over

tomorrow

will consist of packing!

i'm wide awake,

it's (technically) morning

look what i gotttt

:D its so good

holga, where are you?

you know i probably shouldve at least applied to UT.

i really want to see this movie but it's not playing anywhere around here!! it was directed by david bowie's son and has gotten pretty good reviews.

what goes with these?

they were on sale so i got a pair..i think like charcoal would go well...white and black obviously..hmm

fuck miranda i have no idea what to put on it!

thoughts

i finally watched the rest of fast times at ridgemont high and was totally posotive that it was my new favorite movie. ive kind of been on this 70s/80s high school movie tangent for awhile because theyre so damn happy and hilarious and badass. i guess im just living a little vicariously through them cause my high school years were pretty lame. anyways so i followed fast times up with dazed and confused. while i was watching dazed and confused i kept trying to compare the two and it was so wierd, like i kept waiting for something zany to happen. but then i realized that fast times is like a typical romantic comedy, while dazed and confused it more of a drama/ character study. not all high school movies are the same i have come to realize. actually, dazed and confused stands apart. grease, fast time, breakfast club even, they all have that same comedy element. dazed and confused is a slice of life.

also the whole time i was watching i could not get over how much pink looked like andrew vanwyngarden!

i hate you

i am now going to revert back to before i knew you.

asshole.

let me wallow in my sorrows for second

todays been a whole shitload of terrible

and cat power is such a downer. i hate the internet. i wish i lived in the 70s. heard they were fun. if you lived in socal at least.

you know what i shouldve bought at waterloo

explosions in the sky/ octopus project tickets...only $20!!! ahh that would be the best fourth of july ever. and it's my birthday eve :)

oh man i need to ask off that day but im already asking off the 2nd for warped...and the 5th for my bday...hmmm.....

i have so much to do it's like school never ended.

now in possession of

grand by matt and kim

something else by the kinks

plague park by handsome furs

somewhat successful

so i go to buffalo xchange about once a year. and holy crap they did some remodeling. took freaking forever to look at everything...skipped the jeans and 'blouses' b/c im not that patient. and its hot out. blah. ended up wlking out with a nice yellow am appy tank, voxtrot band tee, and some weird white tee with a picture of some hipsters on it? it's like reverse irony...anyways i also got his little necklace that has a television set charm and this really nice italian leather satchel/ messenger bag thing that smells like cigarettes. YAY.

another summer song

kinda old but w/e

i just dont have time to read every freaking music blog anymore

im bu$y haha

i miss going to the alamo and reading the onion before the movie. also i need to check the chronicle for some upcoming shows :] wow i sound like a yuppie lolol

ugh i wish this week was overrr.

srsly

y cant i just do this for a living

whatsit

what was that thing that zach said at graduation, something like "you owe it to society to not be ignorant, so educate yourself" or something of that nature. i can't stop thinking about that. it's so true. i see people, and they are in their own little bubbles and i wonder if they will ever realize what they are doing to themselves or what they are missing out on due to simple ignorance. i hope to god i'm not like that. i just try to keep my head above water and continue to read, listen, perceive and observe. i don't want to be in anyone else's business but my own really, i was never that person. but enough about me. 

it was soooo weird seeing you today. haha. whatever. i don't care. i don't care to care. id rather stay away. after that whole thing that happened and such. just no. no thanks. 

btw, an albatross is a bird not a fortress. also a band name.

"You could fit a small city-state in your purse"

  -Matt

graduation!

today was full of nice things.

ahh today :]

i set my phone alarm for 1015 because i cant be waking up at 11 all the time! my sleep schedule would get soo off. anyways so i woke up and too ka shower and everything and katie cme down from denton and she was just sitting t the table eating a sandwhich when i cam out of my room, haha. random. anyways i scurried and tried to finish burning zach's cds but i dont thin it worked ll the way....hmm...so then we had to go and drop them off and by his doorbell there was this beetle flailing and being attacked by a spider...it was violent! and heard to watch...so i gave him his cds..then we headed downtown to urban outfitters to get my graduation dress and such. ahhh i need to go there just on a shopping spree or whatever because there are so many irresistible cute things. i tried on this AMAZING blue dress but it had a rip in it, and also it was 72 dollars :( it was so beautiful and floaty, it had an asymmetrical hem (shorter in front) and kind of a t-strap back, and this single long ruffle that went all the way down the back. it was amazing. but i ended up getting this grey one, its strapless though so i dont know if theyll yell at me for not being in dresscode or whatever...but im going to be wearing my gown over it anyways so WHATEVER. i also bought this other heather grey dress that ive had my eye on...its very very lovely and a nice summer thing..

so that's effing beautiful. and i nabbed a cool sampler by the cash register :D i looooove samplers. they always have new music and shiz. and they gave us these wierd ass bags...theyre like cardboard envelopes. wierd. they cant be environmentally friendly..well after that i was HUNGRY and all i wanted was a nice sandwhich from whole foods..btu we didnt have enough time sadly so we just hit up whataburger in cp. then i had to go to work...but it was ok because i got to work with SEAN and MICHAEL ROURKE and KAYLEEEE hahaha...it was a fun time, except for the working part. blah. then zach came in and gave me my cds. yay. we got this customer who had cancer....that was a downer...we gave it to him for free. :\. uhh then other shit happened or something. yep. then i came home and ate a ton of easy mac :] blahhh

so mean but SO FUNNYYYY

"She fell off the ugly tree, and hit every branch. Dude, she's still falling."

-Sean from work

grad dress!

and necklace!

both from urban

I need you defenseless, dependent and alone.

SUMMER HAS COMMENCED

• woke up and got aly
• went to grad practice
• got my new phone, in a victorias secret bag, delivered to me by an ap haha
• ate cake and fruit :)
• saw some people i hope to see sometime this summer
• went home
• ate pizza
• considered going to milburn and laying out
• got dressed and layed out in the backyard instead
• got sunburnt
• took a nap inside
• watched stupid tv
• cleaned my room
• went to the mall for grad dress shopping
• went into nearly every store possible and found nothing
• heard animal collective in american eagle
• saw that zany guy in zumiez again
• came home
• facebook mania haha
• going to find a movie to watch...

yay summer!

and i quote

"glycemic keyboards"

-Pitchfork's review of Manners

who knew

lovely allen had such a nice little bassline

oh my gosh

i wish i had a ride downtown right now so i could go buy a ticket off a scalper. i want to go sooooooooooooooooooooooooo badly.

summer jamz

a nice little list of some songs that are essentil to summer. there isnt much new stuff because i havent been to waterloo in FO'EVA. but these always remind me of summer...nothing too depressing but always catchy.

the album pulled over by kut u up

nothing to worry about- peter bjorn and john

the album manners by passion pit (DUH haha)

keep the car running- arcade fire

sideways here we come- die! die! die!

here i am- the explosion

fox on the run- sweet

fire- jimi hx

20th century boy- t. rex

solid gold- the golden filter

anything by miike snow (yes, two i's not a typo)

holiday in congo- rainbow arabia

love, no *delorean remix*- the teenagers

summer love by JT (duhhh hahaha)

bright lights big city- madcap

baba o'riley- the who

little bit- lykke li (eh)

black heart queen- gallows

disorder- joy division

the party- justice ft. uffie 

the album siren song of the counter culture by rise against

anything by sunset

make damn sure by tbs

anything tom petty

new years day/ pride/ sunday bloody sunday/ etc etc by u2

white denim

holy crap

they just played panda bear on abc. its a show about the earth and how we're killing it and such. thats so COOL.

ugh

why do i have this funny feeling craigslist is going to f me over? i really really really want to go to passion pit tomorrow....but goddamn, $50 for a ticket? am i really willing to pay that much? death cab was $40...the most ive paid for a single show. well the answer is apparently yes, yes i would love to pay 50 dollars to see the passion tomorrow night since ive apparently emailed all those people back saying that 'i would love to take one of those off your hands'.... ASKLDFJA; goshhhh