im trying really hard to be positive

hopefully it will work

and i will be genuinely happy soon

i am sooo readyyy

tintin!

number of bands i would be willing to see on warped tour

number of bands  in attendance:

approx. 63

sigh.

i just see 'bands' like millionaires, brokencyde, i set my friends on fire, fucking jefree star, and all this corporate bullshit....why, kevin lyman? how can you honestly say that these people have talent? fuck, try and tell me with a straight face even. i know i couldnt.  this will only be my fourth year going, but it seems like every year the lineup gets more and more overrun with 'fads' and mtv bands rather than bands that deserve it. i'm still probably going to go, its only about thirty or forty dollars (about the price of admission to schlitterbahn of six flags, if i recall correctly) becausewarped has become a summer staple for me, like going to the beach or laying out on the boat. im just sad that this is the first year where i havent been truly excited over anyone in the lineup.

ok

i need a list of things to do this summer. so i dont get trapped in this house the whole time.

why do i put so much stock into what you think of me 

when you put so little in my opinion, or, simply, my being. 

someone could totally ignore me, and i wouldnt mind really. 

but you could say the most minute thing and make me feel like shit.

thats what im trying to say

why do i care about you

when you obviously dont about me

srsly

why cant prom just be over. it feels like such  burden.

this week is going to be crazy!

tomorrow night at work is 39 cent scoop night so EVERYONE has to work...its going to be a madhouse. not really looking forward to it.

then thursday i may or may not come to school....idk, it depends if i can get a ride at a reasonable time or not.

then friday...dear god, friday! friday i have my ballet dress rehearsal 6-8 and death cab starting at 8. idk when its going to end, i think theres only one opener.

then saturday i have to work 12-6ish, and my recital is at 6:15. and then sunday i have to work really weird hours...so basically im not going to get anything done again this weekend.

awesome.

i am uninspired

and i hate it

mates of state cover band

freud in the 80s

im pretty sure there was a storm last night/ this morning...but i was half asleep so...?

i just remember that i didnt want my window to break in

hey good news i am not traveling to school today

via hipster runoff

[(LABEL x Hometown)^2 +/- previous album's standards + Obscurity Factor x Perceived Authenticity]= Pitchfork Rating

OWNED by science! this guy's theories are ridiculoussss

purrrfect

(jaw drop)

I FUCKING HATE YOU

why why why why

why

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

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fucking fuck my lifeeeee!!!

oh my god!

fuck! nothing! ever! never!!!! ughhhhh

why

would

you

do 

that to meeeee

2morow nite

ladytron

and

my bloody valentine

oh wait i have school....awesome

oh my

i cant believe my recital is next week...the very very last recital of my life as a teenager..i guess? ha.

HW HW HW HW

i have soo much hw...

i have two huge projects due on wednesday, and i have dance tomorrow night so basically i have two days to do them. and im not even through with the book yet! ARGH.

tomorrow i have various psychology nd english things due.

i guess i should get started on that.

ALSO

postsecret....

im glad theres someone else.

surprise 8 hour workday today

funn

but at least ill be getting some more moneys

jack white...

"I trust no one who hasn’t time for music."

this was a mistake

nom...nom....nom..nom..

do you remember

our last summer as independents?

"The world was made for man, and man was meant to rule it."

kill kill kill

"Funny....this is considered almost holy work by farmers and ranchers. Kill off everything you can't eat. Kill off anything that eats what you eat. Kill off anything that doesn't feed what you eat."

this book is a bit eye opening.

prada- fall 09

when the designer is dressed better than the models....

marc jacobs- fall 09

fucking gorgeous

dries van noten- fall 09

bottega venata- fall 09

christian siriano- fall 09

there are these couple people who are really really awesome and i love them a lot. they make school bearable and i really appreciate it. soo yeah! 

fun fact

On July 13, 2006, Band of Horses appeared on the Late Show with David Letterman without Brooke, who left the band on July 25, 2006^[3]to start a new band, Grand Archives, that has since signed to Sub Pop.

thanx wikipedia

crap

:(

i did not want that to happen....i hate boys!

i am ready

for it to stay permanently in the 80s.....the weather is nice out, but i et cold really easily and i want to be able to wear a dress without a freaking jacket.

successful day

holly came over last nite

we watched tommy boy and made a gross looking art project. then we ventured out and left it on bryans doorstep...we tried throwing things at his window but he wasnt in there...then we knocked on the door...that didnt work...so eventually holly jumped the fence and knocked on the window and scared the living shit out of him! haha. antics. also we sprayed a whole bunch of perfume on it. that stuff is potent! ummm then this morning we made vanilla pancakes and went outside and played tennis on my driveway. i love tennis but you have to run around too much. so after we had enough of that we got some lawn chairs and sat out under the trees in the front and chilled. i ate an apple and felt like a southern gentle-lady. holly ate some yogurt. moomoo found us and provided entertainment. eventually we went in a watched airplane. yep. solid day. 

drawing war

drawing war, originally uploaded by quacksalot.

new on thy flickr

i think im going to make another cd. because that electric owls song is so amazing.

got shoes for prom, finally. things are coming together kind of. got a dress, hair appt, shoes, and..er..transportation! haha. um so i need to figure out when prom starts so i can coordinate a makeup appt...sigh sigh and i have to find some jewelry and perhaps a clutch. also tomorrow i hve to go to acc and take a math placement exam, which i will probably do poorly on, in which case i will end up taking and intro math course over the summer  :(  then i have to close that night.

not looking forward to tomorrow.

you disappoint me.

MUST. HAVE. NEW. MUSIC.

stat!

i am going to do my english packet, psychology terms, psychology packet, and art history. in that order. every once in awhile i like to be a studious student.

this song never fails to put me in a good mood

crystal stilts

crystal antlers

crystal castles

COME ON PEOPLE

SXSW 09

Peter Bjorn & John, originally uploaded by quacksalot.

new pictures on thy flickr soooon

from sx

they turned out pretty cool, finally my holga obeys me!