Tuesday, March 31, 2009

OP 3.27.09

With spring break fresh in my mind, why not write my OP about it. I could use the grade so I guess brace yourselves. I started spring break off early and slept in on the Friday we got out. I have really had enough of this school and I think it was a sick day well spent.  The following few days were pretty uneventful, I only had to work a whopping three times out of the entire week because my boss is awesome and let me off for all of south by. 

South by started off well, we ran into two rappers that my sister knew within a span of perhaps five minutes. The first was this big guy named Brother Ali. He's albino. He was looking for the Hilton and by about this time we were so done with walking around in the hot sun that we just sent him on his way in the right direction. Cause apparently there are two Hiltons downtown. Maybe thirty seconds after this encounter Katie and Michael spotted Grieves, this gnarly skater dude who was playing a show that night. They had apparently seen him when he came to Denton and had some sort of zany drunken adventure of some sort.  So we hung out with Grieves and his crew for awhile at some pub.  Katie chatted about things with the rapper and gave him a "left handed compliment" by saying that his messenger bag looked like a pizza bag and that it suited him.  Yay allusions! I talked with some guy in his crew...I think it was the DJ...and we both complained about the generic tunes coming from some sort of "modern rock" band onstage.  Obviously they will make millions some day. Anyways after a bit i went to check on the line situation for my show- Echo and the Bunnymen (along with the legendary Circle Jerks and Bad Brains). The guy behind me in line started up some conversation about all the condos sprouting up around town, the ridiculous cover for the night's show, and the lack of decent radio stations in the live music capital of the world. After awhile us earlybirds without badges or wristbands were let in and I caught this English band called the Gallows. The singer spent more time in the crowd than onstage, desperately trying to start some sort of commotion between all the corporate folk who were there just as witnesses. He dropped the F bomb every three seconds and the singer rode around on some guy's shoulders, threw trash-cans, and dove off of the roof over the bar into the crowd. As a side note- by this time I had noticed that the guitarist from one of my favorite bands was there enjoying the show. I didn't approach. Circle Jerks were cool cause their singer was balding and had still managed to maintain dreads down to his knees.  Bad brains just seemed out of it and high on not life. Echo was decent and I got a front row center spot for Lips Like Sugar, which was sweeet. The show ended around 2ish and on the car ride home I was this weird combinations of hungry and tired...like I was sitting there, staring at this bag of food at my feet but I could not bring myself to reach down and scoop up some sour belts. I kept thinking about is and looking at it like I should eat something, I really should it's been eight hours since that slice of pizza, I really should just reach down and obtain some sustenance. But I was just too tired.  A weird thing that I discovered over the course of the week was that birds start tweeting t around 3 in the morning. It's just really creepy. Then one would start thinking about how birds perceive time, but the thought was never finished due to exhaustion. 
Day two: Waiting in line again at Emo's (this time for Passion Pit and Peter Bjorn and John) I has the honor of witnessing the epitome of all hotness in the world pass by me on the sidewalk I had walked so many time before. Craig Owens. For perhaps the second time in my life, I squealed like a fangirl. Not proud of that one but hey it was pretty unexpected to see him just walking down the street. However what happened next nearly overshadowed the chance sighting. Ok so earlier I had eaten some pizza (because that is all there is to eat on 6th) and thrown it away in a trash-can that was fully in view while waiting in line. This detail is important. Like if I looked hard enough I could probably make out the cheese dangling off of it. Anyways so i was just chilling and people watching when this lanky, super legit punk guy walks by. The jacket with the studs, the mohawk, the weary, "I just rolled out of the gutter" look, everything. So I watch him walk over to the trash-can, grab my pizza crust, and rummage around the trash for a little.  He then starts munching on MY pizza crust, and walks off into the abyss that is east 6th. It was the most ridiculous thing I have ever seen.  I didn't know things like that actually happened and that punk ethics existed in real life. The show went pretty well and I proceeded to dance my ass off for nearly the entirety of Passion Pit's set. Which was cool because everyone else was too. Peter Bjorn and John came on and played mostly new songs, which was a little disappointing because I loved Writer's Block. The people in the front of me left just before the encore and I got the best spot in the house, front row center.  I was the happiest girl in the world, and it felt like it was just me, Peter, Bjorn, and John as they played Young Folks. Their set came to a close and I joined the mass of people reaching out to John, the singer. He grabbed my hand and started shaking it furiously and saying thankyouthankyouthankyou and I was like OHHHMYYYGODDDDD and I think I fell in love. But not for real...I swore to never wash my hand again, until the next morning when I had to wash those darm Xs off. 

The next day there were really no night shows, and after going to bed around three missed all the day shows. So by the time we got downtown it was that wierd time of day where it was too late to try and get into any of the day parties and far to early to even think about getting in line for the evening showcases.  So for the time being we just people watched on sixth. We saw many interesting characters, most of which being homeless. By this time I had developed a cough, probably from being cooped up inside Emo's for two days straight. Secondhand smoke is bad, kids! We ventured to the Convention Center and scored a bunch of free swag that littered the building and then proceeded to Flatstock. For those of you not in the know, Flatstock is this giant poster convention where all these artists who design concert posters come and chill. Everything is ll silkscreened by hand and if there is a misprint you get a super nice poster for like five bucks. I chatted it up with some guy from some company and scored some stickers that may or may not have been free. The best thing about SX besides the music and people is getting free things. After that we navigated towards 4th to the bountiful harvest that was the american apparel flea market. 

i am going to finish typing this l8er.

cute things

1. Go on a search for as many good climbing trees as possible, climb as high as you both can in all of them, compile photo evidence
2. Go to a major chain bookstore, and leave notes to future readers in copies of your favorite books
3. Have her dress up as a ghost and you dress uup us Pacman. Walk around downtown holding hands, and whenever anyone sees you two, pretend to be embarrassed, and run off screaming “wocka wocka wocka.”
4. Create photo evidence suggesting that you went on an adventure that didn’t really happen
5. Dress up as superherous and stop at least one petty crime “ie. jaywalking, littering….”
6. Build forts out of furniture and blankets, and wage war with paper airplanes.
7. Try and visit as many people as you can in one night, and turn as many things inside their apartment upside down as you can, without them noticing.
8. Go to the airport, get the cheapest, soonest departing flight to anywhere when you show up, and stay there for a weekend.
9. Write a piece of fiction together. Outside at a cafe. Ask strangers when you get stuck.
10. Dress to the nines, pretend to be married, and test drive very expensive vehicles at an auto dealership.
11. Do the lamest tourist thing in your area that you have both secretly wanted to do forever. Have an unabashed good time!
12. In the middle of the night, drive to the beach, so you arrive just as the sun is rising. Have a breakfast picnic, then fall asleep together. Bring a sun umbrella.
13. Drive somewhere unknown and have dinner in a city you’ve never been to. With fake names.
14. Go to a minor league baseball game under the stars. Tell each other stories about how bad you are at athletics. Randomly cheer for both teams. Eat lots of Cracker Jacks.
15. Go around the city with sidewalk chalk and draw hearts with equations inside on random things
16. Walk around a city and perform short silent plays in front of security cameras
17. With camera and pair of boots, make photolog of a day in the life of the invisible man.
18. Walk around the city all night and find a place to eat breakfast at dawn
19. Go to a restraunt and convince the cook to create something completely new for you.
20. Rent a movie you’ve never seen before. Set on mute and improvise dialogue.

reminder

i combined all the sx things into one big mindfuck
i should put it here
so fucking sick of school
government can suck it
"wow emily youre so smart"
um, NO this shit is easy as fuck, whats your deal
that class is for seventh graders, i swear.
i should have gone into ap but i procrastinate too much and i dont want more hw.

&
i am sooooo sick of the same old peopleeeee and their predictable bullshit.
i should stop complaining and fix the problem...but i cant change other people. and im too nice of  person to just stop talking to them. im so bad at the silent treatment.

can someone please just come and sweep me off my feet??

Monday, March 30, 2009

what's all this commotion about crystal stilts. they sound EXACTLY like joy division wth

Sunday, March 29, 2009

caitlin

"whatever we do, we should do it while drinking coffee and wearing sunglasses"

loveeee :)

Q:

is there anything more beautiful than sigur ros?



A: no.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

new songs

crosses/ jose gonzalez
montreal -40C/ malajube
going, going, gone/ stars
bunny & duck's boat house/ yacht
cable tv/ fol chen
behind the sun/ red hot chili peppers
planet health/ chairlift
walking the cow/ daniel johnston
svefn-g-englar/ sigur ros
free fallin/ tom petty
a postcard to henry purcell/ jean-yves thibaudet
carved by glaciers/ lymbyc systym
sleepyhead (landau 'wake up' remix)/ passion pit
around the bend/ the asteroids galaxy tour

Friday, March 27, 2009

my ipod is at 3/4 cpacity
time for some spring cleaning!







miss yew

Thursday, March 26, 2009

"One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realized I was thinking of you."

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

things i havent done yet

gone to the 360 bridge at sunset
gone to mt bonnell
kayaked at town lake.
go camping with just my friends (and perhaps survive a bear attack)

what are you waiting for?

Monday, March 23, 2009

ive come to realize

that vista ridge high school is in its own little leander isd bubble.
and after i escaped that bubble for awhile, and came back
i realized that there are so many petty things going on and everyone is worrying about everyone else's business and there's all this psuedo-drama and.... 
it took me a giant step back to realize
that what happens at vista, and what happens in cedar park, is not the whole world.
(obviously) 
but it's too easy to get sucked into it.
so i am done.
DONE.
with all the bullshit. the point is that i'm ready for a change, i'm ready for new people, REAL people, interesting people, people i am not sick of, people who are not ignorant, people who i have not been stuck in some sort of public school system with since the very beginning. people who are passionate, people who are open, down to earth, positive, and generous. 
i am THROUGH.
with vista.
fuck you all.
except for the tiny tiny handful of honest folks who i plan on seeing after graduation.

Sunday, March 22, 2009

i cannot WAIT to see my pictures from thursday!!! a;sldkfja;lskdjf

i really really hope they come out ok, i think they might because i used flash during the show buttttttt things almost always seem to wrong with my holga :( ah well. 

day 4

wellll we went str8 to soco and went into uncommon objects for a bit. aly got a book about speeches from famous people and i got a feather and an old photograph of this guy who looks like sean penn.
then we hit up homeslice and watched the rosebuds and they were really good and fun to dance to. then i think we went to amy's and then that zen azn food place and i was like about to pass out. south by is exhausting!
ummm then after we went back to homeslice for flosstradamus and they were running about 45 minutes late...in the meantime i talked to this really really cute guy who was from chicago but going to film school in Albuquerque and we had a nice convo....him and his friend left eraly though cause they had to go to mstrkrft 
flosstradamus came on and they were so fucking awesome, they played a bunch of old soul music and sampled justice and cut copy AND coup de gras...a milli mashed up with an old surfer song...bad ass. and there were these little kids dancing on stage so they had to sensor weezy. but its fine haha. then they said that it was a really good show and the very last song was say it aint so by weezer and everyone was yelling it. ah they were soooo cool.
then we walked all the way to auditorium shores and saw explosions in the sky and they made me really sleepy haha. but it was still good, because at the very end there were fireworks (get it? explosions in the sky har har har)
then we came home and i ate all the nilla wafers and drank a bunch of milk for my throat.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

i am in this video


:)

lets see

if i can make it through the last day of south by....yesterday we didnt really do anything cuse there werent any good night shows. my throat hurts soooo bad though i hope tomorrow's ok.

Friday, March 20, 2009

round 2!

so we headed downtown and it takes about twenty or thirty minutes to get down...but then we hit some horrible traffic and sit for a good forty minutes :( katie and michael tell us about a good parking garage so we just park there. umm so we met up with them and headed over to the convention center for flatstock. there were some fucking cool posters there, some of shows that ive been to (brand new) ad some that i wish i did (the cure). i talked to this guy who was there last year and got a poster from him and the whole process of silkscreening calibrating and shit was really interesting...and i bought a poster for ten bucks :) yay so yeah just walked around there for a bit...then we went to 4th st to that american apparel flea market thing and i bought a sweet dress for like twelve bucks. i just need a belt with it though. and i think im going to cut the neckline a bit more. ummm lets see i dont really remember much after that, i think i jsut went to go wait in line for peter bjorn and john after that.....oh yeah so the alternative press free show had just gotten out and i was talking to arlina and fucking craig owens walked be us on the sidewalk....like what the fi=uck, he is so amazingly hot and talented...and hot..yeah all icould say was OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD and promptly squealed like a silly fangirl which i NEVER do. also while standing in line was watching this crusty old punk and he strides over to the trashcan, picks up MY pizza crust that i threw away about twenty or thirty minutes prior and begins to eat it :O! WTF. the show was really fucking good except for the first half. cut off your hands...their music is much much better performed live lets just say that. then passion pit, the love of my life (kinda) came on...sooo good i have to have to see them again. of course they played sleepyhead which was amazing. peter bjorn and john put on a pretty good show, but at the very very end the girl in front of me left and i got right up against the stage just in time for young folks!! so i danced my FUCKING ass off!!! and it was glorious. at the end i reached out to grab his hand and he took my hand and started shaking it saying thankyouthankkyouthankyouthankyou and i was like OH MYGODDDDDDDDDD!!!!! haha it was fuckign amazing.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

freaking south by, man! soo nice.
um so we
parked
walked around 5th/6th st fo'eva in the hot damn sun
ran into brother ali and katie talked to him
ran into grieves and got a drink with him. he's a really cool guy!
hmmm then i think i just went and got in line for echo
talked to a nice guy standing behind me for like an hour and a half
got in and they stamped my hand like forty times for no reason
watched the gallows, freaking INSANE one of the most energetic bands i have ever seen
saw the bald guy from rise against there (!!!) but i didnt approach because he was surrounded by his crusty legit punk friends
hmm then it was bad brains aka hr band....they were ok
circle jerks were cool, typical punk band, legendary in their own right i guess
juliette lewis....what the fuck? haha. whatever.
echo and the bunnymen were pretty cool but i was surrounded by really old guys and photographers.
got home around three and the birds were tweeting outside. creepy.
round two today!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Friday, March 13, 2009

OKAY


i know you know i exist, because we have exchanged glances a couple times. i think you are very cute and kind of intimidating, which means i am never going to approach you myself....so please come up and talk to me! and if i look miserable or pissed off, i am just tired and/or cold i promise i will brighten up if you talk with me :) 

so yeah.

i would like

one of these

one of these

and one of these
and some sunglasses that i dont h8

also

i should probably try shooting in color film on the nikon  to see if it comes out right. b&w is so cheap thoughhghghghg cause i can just develop it at escuela.....im having trouble deciding if i should bring holga or the nikon to sxsw

cds to get

cut copy
something ambient and nice. like explosions in the sky or balmorhea or lymbyc systym
postal service, duh
m83
tycho
kinks
eastern sea
this will destroy you
the 1st taking back sunday album
the national
that one comp the guy from the national put out
miss you. i hope you are well, at least.
is it really over?! i [kind of] hope so

they played the kids dont stand a chance by vampire weekend in heb today.
then i saw a really cute guy working there. which is wierd because no cute boys are supposed to work there, ha. 

i would really like a date to prom, but i know its not going to happen.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

why

would you do that?  i thought i could trust you, out of all people. i dont understand.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

look


how neat this is

Monday, March 9, 2009

dude

whats with the thick texas accent! ha


Sunday, March 8, 2009

i know what im not

dont rub it in

gross

dream. not gross like nasty but just...dumb. idk. somehow i keep revisiting things from my past.

why is there a helicopter outside

Saturday, March 7, 2009

things i like about the weekend:

sleeping in
laundry
work [sometimes]

things i dont like about the weekend:
being lonely
thus,
thinking to much

i really need to start working out.

Friday, March 6, 2009

whats worse?

forgetting or being forgotten

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

i just want

to be peaceful again. maybe when the weather warms up. i had another nightmare last night, it was really bad. not only was the content just frightening,  but i was also rejected by the person i turned to for comfort and reassurance. ouch.