okay, so

this morning i was like "im going to hang out with my boyfriend today, i should look nice" and also i kind of needed to shave, so i shaved and whatnot and i wore a skirt today, but then we couldnt hang out for some reason which is kind of what i was expecting case it happens all the time but i was still sad about it. soooo then i remember that holly was having  sleepover at her new house (which i still havent seen) and i was like yay let me call my mom and such and then the fun will commence! but then i remembered that my mom was a bitch cause she was like "no youre grounded remember?" and other bitchy nonsense and i was like "fuck youuuuuuu" but i didnt really say it. and she was like you have to go to ballet tonight cause im paying for it and its like...whenever she doesnt want to take me to ballet i dont go but whenever i dont want to go i have to? not fair. so then im left with nothing to do all day and no human contact with anyone besides my mom and my brother, which doesnt count as human contact really, cause i really dont like them that much. so i just lay down on the bed and cry for a bit and then aly and co. call me back eager for some good news. unfortunately i didnt have any but we decide that they could still come and hang out with me at my house, which is really boring and doesnt have any food besides like  box of wheat thins. then i ask them if they can get me a corn dog from sonic on the way cause, like i said, there isnt any food at the house and holly seems okay with the extra stop and i found a dollar in my purse this morning so i could reimburse aly. and then i realize what fucking amazing friends i have.