god

that's annoying. am i so imperfect?! ugh FUCK YOU. i have been nothing but nice to you and still you do that to me. im sick of trying to make you happy.

it's getting better though, for now at least. usually nights are the worst. im def feeling below the threshold of "okay" but it's a little better than, say, last weekend.

just trudging through school. its the only thing i can look forward to really.