oh please

let tomorrow be not horrible.

fuck my life.

i sound so EMO

MAYBE IF I WASNT SO SAD

that wasnt supposed to be in all caps

oh my god, you really dont care anymore.

geeez

sometimes i really effing hate mainstream classic rock!

omg

five day weekend! i keep forgetting. tomorrow going to los campesinos...saturday probably just going to recoup, sunday is work 12-5.. monday chill at holly's new place! tus...sleeeeep...wed.....hw! yah!

urban

needs to stop having so many cute clothes! or maybe i need to be less materialistic.

birdcage inside of a fishtank

devils haircut and that duke spirit song sound a lot alike....

to do

listen to helios and paint with watercolors

breakdowns

make me want to go to hardcore shows...

ughhh

im so unhappy.

im really worried

about valentines. i hope nothing bad happens.

is it lame

that i look forward to going to bed? like just laying in bed and reading a book or listening to a podcast.

i have to figure out what im going to wear tomorrow. its gonna get cold again.

sp tired

this weekend blowed. blew.

worked friday night. went to bed at 12. woke up at 8 cause my internal clock hates me. layed in bed until 930. did nothing. went to work from 2 to 530. it was really slow. went to see slumdog. best fucking movie. went to bed. woke up this morning at 1030. went to work. got bitched at by the boss. went home. uploaded pictures. various internet things. get up tomorrow at 6.

fuck.

and i have to go to this ballet at the long center, which is cool and everything, but its on the friday night before valentines. and on the friday night before valentines the eastern sea is playing a show somewhere and i would really like to go. and then on valentines day i have to go to this art competition. fuck. i hope i dont have to workkkkkk.

I JUST HAVE TO REITERATE

HOW EXTREMELY FUCKING EXCITED I AM ABOUT THIS LINEUP

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At Last/ Etta James

Ice Cream/ New Young Pony Club

Electric Feel (Justice Remix)/ MGMT

Scar Tissue/ Red Hot Chili Peppers

Just A Boy/ Angus And Julia Stone

Pate filo/ Malajube

Out There On The Ice/ Cut Copy

Pony Ride/ The Crash

Bruises/ Chairlift

Little Motel/ Modest Mouse

Comfy In Nautica/ Panda Bear

The Space Between/ Valencia

Flightless Bird, American Mouth/ Iron & Wine

Flux/ Bloc Party

http://www.vitaminwater.com/tryit/?mid=29321271

I believe in you.

Your magic is real.

sigh sigh

more nightmares

am i

worth anything to you?

and,

just like that,

it's gone.

today

good things:

i got new batteries and film for my camera.

i ate a sandwich from whole foods

i met reagan who is a delightful child (those are hard to come by)

i am going to make a flickr account soon

i am going to pass this semester of english

bad things:

i didnt get to see my boy

i was extremely tired most of the day

my phone no longer has service

i didnt get to see my boyfriend

i have to work every day next weekend

i am sad

i miss november so much

i wish

i dont like school

cause when i hug you at school im worried bout if my purse or tote bag will fall off my shoulder(s) and it just gets in the way, not to mention sometimes im holding something extra so really it all just gets in the way. blah.

the good thing

about crying is that you sleep well after! i'm ready for a good night's sleep!

ouch

that hurt.

do you really have nothing to say about that?

today was okay

im not really that excited for the weekend.

I know that I don't want to be out to drift

I can see it in your eyes like I taste your lips and I'm very sorry 

I really miss

when you were sweet to me.

:(

Vampire Weekend

is really fun to sing long to!

aly is a genius

"How does I word this awesome?"

i wish

i was a good photographer